sometimes rain is miracle and sometimes is disaster, for me today rain is disaster but the other day is miracle.
today i supposed meet her, but god seems don't want that happen maybe that's why today the rain come out, but who care, maybe she don't care about me or i over thinking about her that make me everything was bad and disaster??, no body know
today must be day, that she make me "The Person that i hate the most"
if she hate me, i understand, because i hate myself
today i was pray for you who think rain is a miracle
"i hope everyone who need water is use this rain wisely"
*smile little bit and swap away the tears
to be honest, why i can't really forget all about you???, you're the most precious things in this world, the god jewel i guess, god create you with all kindness and pure love, god create me for looking after you, but i failed . maybe god will create another one to guard you to hold you, to say that he was come down to earth to be with you for the rest of my live.
maybe god create someone else for me, maybe not this time i met with her, but someday, another day, anytime else, or never.
are god give me direct order to guard you?, to keep falling for you???, to keep chasing you all the time??, to keep looking after you?
i am so stupid!, off course god do it
i promise from today that i will find someone who has created just for me
maybe god create you for slow me down find the one
i need to move step forward to find her
i feel she close by, close to you and close to me
who is she?
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